Smiling is forbidden,
in this life that ive been given,
searching despiritely around,
but, my sunshine cannot be found,
in the middle of nothing,
staring so feared,

As I sit there day dreaming
I think about death
What life would be like?
Without me around.

Then the dream changes
There’s a knife in my hand
No-one else around
I’m all alone once again.

When I was young, I saw many things.
Whether it was Rocks, or trees, or mystical things.
They played with me, and I played with them,
Everything in the world was my friend.

Dragonflies, dragonflies.
Printed on my pillow,
One by one, they come to life,
And fly right out the window.

Little monsters, tiny monsters,
Glide across my wall,

If life was as simple as i think,
We could have been sniking,
Playing in all this summery dresses,
In a derset so "close".
Which to seek, hide and seek will play
With no fear of all This,

i guess u'll neva kno
how i truelly feel
i'll always go
to a place so real
but only in my mind
wich i
cn't seem to find
far past my
eye sight
only i cn c it
there is no light

In our minds they play,
at the end of the day.
When we turn out the light,
they are there for the nite.
When we smile,
they might stay a while.
So real they seem,
but its just a dream.

My head is so far in the clouds,
Can't find my way back down.
I still do not know what to do,
Can't believe my dreams are comeing true.
I am thinking about you all the time,

Every time I try to trust,
My heart is broken and I am crushed.
I try to forget the past,
Yet I can't seem to last.
People come and go through my life,
They stab and poke me with a knife.

Some days my heart is just gone,
It hasn't been there for so long.
Always wanting to be alone,
Speaking in just a whispered tone.
Never wants to be around,
People always trying to push me down.