My head is so far in the clouds,
Can't find my way back down.
I still do not know what to do,
Can't believe my dreams are comeing true.
I am thinking about you all the time,

Every time I try to trust,
My heart is broken and I am crushed.
I try to forget the past,
Yet I can't seem to last.
People come and go through my life,
They stab and poke me with a knife.

Some days my heart is just gone,
It hasn't been there for so long.
Always wanting to be alone,
Speaking in just a whispered tone.
Never wants to be around,
People always trying to push me down.

my eyes blacken
my heart races
i run through the woods
trying to find a safe place to hide
i dont know how much longer i can hold off before i change
my friends are looking for me

i hear the call
i think its a dream
why would a wolf want to talk to me
i wake up
i feel different
i start sweeting
i start having cravings
what is happing to me
why am i craving blood

Whats behind that smile, is what they all say
A little girl trying to pick up the pieces for her life
A little girl that found her dad but is still unsure

Winter solstace in two days
Snow shovels soon to be dusted off
Salt will be dispersed on the frozen tarmac
Ponds soon frozen and young ones skating

Snow laiden slopes for skiing and sledding

I cry out for help but no-one can hear me.
I reach out for someone but there’s nobody near me.
Suicidal murderer.
Always thought it was coming and now she’s sure.
Suicidal murderer.

As I walked the path of heaven
The light startd to get brighter
It was like I knew I was going to a better place
As I saw the gate saying
"Welcome to heaven"
The gate opened

As i look out to the open
I see the rain pour aginst the window
The thunder strikes the land
As I have a shake of fear inside me
The black and gray clouds cover slowly