the words have yet to complete their form

my heart being where they were born

they are caged and captive in my head

while i lay feeling safe in bed

My mind bursts, as I own rejection
Every echo is shrill
Shattering inside
How I crave to scream
Critic my nature
For I am no longer your complaint
Craft a pattern of falsehood
To forgo wisdom of a name who may exist
And I carry on

My tone is no longer supple
It is now heard and I barely
Hear how piercing I can be
I doubt I am the gasoline
That fuels your inferno
Do you enjoy watching it glow?
It is easier to watch fire
Then to burn
Stain your wineglass eyes

Overlook and make me your priority
It has harmed the past
I snicker and glimpse that all along I am not
The fuel that keeps you liberated
Ruin the frail and abandon sorrow
For only you can mend your wounds

I wake up all alone
With a sense of loneliness
You've never known
I take my time with things I do
I do almost nothing then I'm through
All day long I slowly kill myself

As I sit here, all alone again
I realize this story has no end
No happy ending will be coming my way
My sadness just goes on day after day
I don't write most of my thoughts down

Here comes the morning and the
man in the moon is fading fast,
last night was like magic, but last
nights never last.
I wander what i'll tell him because
i dont have a clue,

Is there anything behind that blank stare? You gaze into a sea of nothingness, so do I. Where are your family and friends? Oh that’s right you traded them in with your TV. Can you feel anything??

Cant, i just cant
cant deal with the pain
the hurt
why do they do this to me
it hurts so
is there anyone to hear my crys
or my screams
i wish to be free
i run

Words still unspoken
My focus
My heart is open
Words yet to be spoken
Captivating you seemed at first
But the truth comes out & I'm left broken
Impressions left solely upon...

Center of your attention I use to be
Gosh...I miss the way you looked at me
Falling for you
Not certain
Not sure
But free
Oh my how your decision hurt me
Why did you let me go so easily?

Hours & hours to myself
Thinking about when you left...
me..
Sitting in the dark...
No sound of life after the part...
where...
We went wrong
Visualizing the scene in my head...
Dread...