I miss you not being in my face

But I know your in a better place

I miss your face your smile and eyes

Everyone else is asking why

In the mist of the night I walk alone
My happy day is gone,
for I must be left alone.
Drenched in fear,
I slowly walk through the darkness
begging my heart to stay at a steady pace.

"Liar! You've always been a liar!"
The words you screamed out at me
through those tears.
"You'll never change, never!"
The words I know you believe.

But, the truth is, I have changed.

Torn again..
Never knowing who I am to blame
for this in which I suffer.
Me or her..

Why me?
Why did this have to happen?
Are often questions in which

I cry for myself,
I cry for you.
Young once
Dumber now.

I though like that too
Hey we always say one thing
Fuck you too

I trusted you
I gave what I could to you
Thanks for the slap

Emotions fill his body.
Thoughts fill his mind.
Wanting 2 run away and leave it all behind.
Left wrist, Right wrists.
Are filled up with scars.
Of little reminders,
Of how she broke his heart.

Sittin over here in the corner lookin at my self in the mirror, wondering what i ever did to you cause all i can think about is how much i miss you, missin you baby.

i thought you cared,
but i was wrong.
everyone doubted you,
excpet me because i trusted you.
i should have listened.
i can actually say,
you have to take a stand when things are't right.

As I stare into the darkness of my cold cellar room. Laying in my own self pitty, and mindless wastes. I began to realize what I truly am!

In time of need, I am. Waiting, wondering what the future will hold. Yet, still waiting for that one to come back: no matter how long it may take her to.