Knowing he is holding her makes me feel oh so mad
my heart's in disbelief not knowing why i'm no longer sad
myself i'm wondering why i just won't allow myself 2 cry

Missing u hurts like it shouldn't
how could I fall in love when I said I wouldn't
it all happened so fast easily u wiped out my past
oh how I want this 2 last

This is the man I love,
But he will push and he will shove.
The girl I used to be,
People never see.
You changed my life,
By making me your wife.
I try not to deceive,

I stand before you with an “S” on my chest
You are a distant memory like all the rest
There was a time when you were always on my mind
But I woke up and left my love for you far behind

Its sad how one decision will affect your whole life
How one wrong choice can bring you down.
And how one good choice lifts you for eternity.
I made one wrong choice in choosing you,

I sat there in the cold waiting for you
But you never came.
What was I supposed to do?
It was freezing and my hands were numb.
I waited for as long as I could,

The first night I saw you
I knew I loved you.
Some call it love at first sight,
Others call it intuition,
But I just call it falling fast.

Now ever time I look at you

I sit here alone wondering
About all the times you said
Those sweet three little words.
Thinking about how little
You must have really meant it
For me to be alone tonight.

I pushed as much as I could
Trying to make you see my side
But now I'm alone
All because i didn't see yours.
Now I do, but I fear
That it is too late for us
To ever make it work out.

The ocean tides come and go
Just as your love did.
You were here one minute and gone the next.
Was I anything special?
Or just another distraction along the road of life?