lost in thought
lost in love
lost in death
lost without love
lost lost lost
im always lost
lost in with the love im with
lost in this world
lost in the way of life
lost in the way we are

I got tired
Tired of you mess
So I hd to end it
It was causing too much stress

Getting stressed going crazy
About any little thing
It was constant headache and torture
You know what I mean

Valentine's Day
Full of heartbreaks
waiting for the day
when all will settle down
roses
red roses
cover the earth around me
as i'm standing in a meadow of defeat

one heart for two of us

My eyes deceive me as I blankly stare out the window
The sun shines so bright, yet the air is cold I know.

Your mind is such an amazing thing

the quiver of my lips betrayed me

but my voice was never changing

my tears tasting as the salt of the sea

seeing my world fastly fading

through blurred vision fighting to be strong

I am tired of all the pain,
I am ready to stop feeling and forget everything.
For I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
All I want is to be loved and cared for.
Is that too much to ask?

So hey guess what?
The door is shut
I'm over you
And there's nothing you can do

I've let you ruin my life up until now
So raise your hands and take a bow

It's 4 in the morning
It's screaming in my head
Your scent hovers like a fog
Your touch still vibrating my skin
An empty bed
An empty sigh
Too early to wake up
Too late to go back to sleep

I miss you still to this very day
I don't know how to cope
I'm not quite sure how to live without you
You're my only hope
And I can only wonder if you miss me too

I'm so tired, I don't want to try
I wish I could just lay down and die
I can't be comforted with another lie
And I know my tears will never run dry
So all I do is sit and sigh