I am from the big white house at the top of the end
Where the double stone lions sat while they seemed 2 perform a guarding dance

my soul is slowly losing its spirit
deep within i can no longer bear it
what use 2 make me feel strong
now makes me feel like i don't belong
i know u felt it all along

Don't need a ride or die,
All they do is straight up lie.
No one is a true friend,
Everyone screws you over in the end.
It's better off being alone,
No one around to mess up the silent zone.

Reaching for the stars and chaseing everything i live for ...to hope and dream. To think about the future,I'm often afraid of the future because i know not what it holds in store for me.

Of A Love I Done Desire,
Till A Time We Both Expire.
I've Should Done Better,
By The Saints That Preserve Me.
If I'd Only Been Aware Of The Outcome.
An Outcome Of,

Always looking, so much to see.
With eyes never wide as I need them to be.
The truth is, there’s not a lot left in me.
Want this to be the last thing I see.

Doubts you plant like little seeds.
And nurture into healthy insecurities.
Fears gather like storm clouds above,
Ready to rain down all over my love.
Attempting to put out this fire.

THINGS THEY SAY
DONT MAKE ME STOP WHAT I DO
THINGS THEY SAY MAKE ME LOVE WHAT I DO
SO HEY I PUFF IT UP
I WILL DRINK IN A SECOND
I DO ANYTHING THAT I WANT TO
LET ME GET STUPID

WHO KNOWS ANYMORE
WHO THINK THEY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR WRITE
IM JUST SO LOST
I WISH I CAN GO BACK IN THE PAST AND CHANGE IT
I WISH MY FUTURE CAN BE HOW I WANT IT

I’m looking for an answer
To a question I don’t know
I’m searching for that someone
So I’ll never be alone
I’m lost and I am hurting
And I don’t know where to go
Won’t someone come and help me