BABY NOW IM LUSTING BABBLING BACK BACKING AND BAFFLING DEFEATING ALL OF MY HABITS BEATING AND CHEATING MY MIND WONDERING THREW THESE THUNDERING TIMES WALKING AROUND FEELING SO BLIND SO MUCH UP IN MY M

A New Beginning
I'd like to get away to a place that's quiet,
possibly a place that has a warm climate.
A place where I can just clear my mind
And leave all my troubles behind.

You will miss me i know that for sure
Whenever you need me
ILL always be here always and forever more
Helping you on your way to become what you want to be.
Knowing you love me isnt hard to see

Lord i need you im on my knees.
I can always trust you when there is noone else
to trust.
Lord you are my confort when the pain is just to much.
You are almighty
You are the best.
Wonderful.

Cada vez que abro mis ojos en las mañanas tengo un gran pensamiento
Un pensamiento único en el cual me dirijo mientras pasan los segundos, minutos, y horas

En esta libreta que esta enterrada en mi Corazón tengo tantas palabras, significados, y por ultimo amor
He pasado por muchas en mi vida que gracias a dios tú has sido mi bendición

Staring up at the sky,
I felt scared as the darkness,
it engulfed me.
Now, here I lie.

Where I was going now,
No longer mattered.
Where I had been,
the things I had done,

My mind is blinded by the hidden words
that never come out
i know its upserd
its the one secret ill always have to keep
my burnin soul
never able to sleep
ive been chalenged by the worst

television skies
above our eyes:
where the blind men go
to watch their shows.

and when they die
they will never know
and we'll just sigh, and walk on by
waving at the endless rows.

often times,
when no one is home,
i will step out of the shower
and walk directly in front of the mirror,
and just stand there,
and imagine shaving
every remaining hair on my body.