Their eyes meet.
They make eye contact
for the first time.
The world no longer exists.
It’s just the two of them,
Nothing else matters.
Their lives intermingle,
She is he and he is she.

Staring up at the sky,
I felt scared as the darkness,
it engulfed me.
Now, here I lie.

Where I was going now,
No longer mattered.
Where I had been,
the things I had done,

I am tired of all the pain,
I am ready to stop feeling and forget everything.
For I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
All I want is to be loved and cared for.
Is that too much to ask?

Thick is the tension that fills my every breath.

Heavy is my heart with the weight of these emotions inside my chest.

Thick is the tension that fills my every breath.

Heavy is my heart with the weight of these emotions inside my chest.

As sadness seeps through my system at rate

i got ripped veins
theres no pain
in my game
dats never changed
so insane
my brains to blame
crazy bitch im neva lame
i dont know
my souls grown cold
aching heart
thats torn apart

My mind is blinded by the hidden words
that never come out
i know its upserd
its the one secret ill always have to keep
my burnin soul
never able to sleep
ive been chalenged by the worst

So hey guess what?
The door is shut
I'm over you
And there's nothing you can do

I've let you ruin my life up until now
So raise your hands and take a bow

The lies that tore my life
The pain that raped my heart
The hurt that stabbed my soul
The haressment the stalked my every move
The anger I feel just by your name

Why do I love you as much as I do

Why do I put myself thru the pain

Why do I let you break my heart time after time

Why do I do this to my self