This is the nite I finally speak all this pain that got me feelin all weak, makes me just wanna die inside...As I try to figure things out in my mind I get so lost and confused is it ok to feel used? I have all these emotions coming over me right now, it feels like showers of rain filled with so much pain. Why can't I just stop feeling so ashamed? As I write this letter it still doesn't make me feel any better I just get filled with anxiety mixed with loads of depression and so much agression. God help me please , Please change this life all my regrets choices and threats. I almost feel like a zombie I choose to talk to no one....
Who can I trust? I'd just rather turn into a pile of dust. Just remember my baby that I love you so much I held you for ten months, And have llived life with so much hate for you were suppost to be mine for such a very long time. For I no I will always be in your life when your down and out depressed or even if you need someone to talk to.
You Are My Angel : Sincerely your mother...