Death – Peaceful and Divine

One last wish before I close my eyes,
To sleep on your lap before I leave my life.
And feel your fingers running through my hair,
You are only with me and not else where.

I know how hard it will be to leave you and go,
But I will be really happy to die although.
Coz I know I will see those tears in yours eyes,
Which showed you really loved me and that will suffice.

I want your arms to hold me so tight,
And see that fear of my loss in your sight.
I know you will surely pray for me that day,
To the almighty to change his thoughts for me to stay.

My death would be a divine gift for me,
Coz the true love in your eyes for me I will see.
The same for which I was dying to see for years,
I know I will see that surely when my death is near,

You know what the truth is behind my death,
I really want to see in your eyes my faith.
The faith, that I really meant something for you,
And that you least preferred me was never true.

But telling you the truth I am not sure myself,
I just hope to believe in it and am sure u’ll really help,
Help me to dust those feelings that you were never mine,
And my death in your arms would be peaceful and divine.