thoughts thoughts damn it all they're coming fast slow down and at least write me a note brain tell me what you want me to hear because it's all gibberish coming out of my mouth and i want to sleep but i need to do more but you say no not you i say i shouldn't care about anything or anywhere when the lion is awake and the wind is starting shake almost congruent with my eyes but why do my eyes have to be moving why can't the world be moving and i'm just still and silent and still breathing at a controlled rate?

because i know you know what i mean jelly bean when i say that i cannot take it anymore i need a one to be my one and i need those two to be my only few and i want sound to progress through my body and tremble out the tips of my fingers and prosper and be used to make money and contribute to global warming when i buy a car but i wouldn't be driving so that's a waste of money god dammit i said money twice in the same sentence but this is all a sentence isn't everything just a fucking sentence?

try me now see what happens i don't know what will just don't hurt me because i'm tired and the sound of the air is droning and mocking me and i want to get out of here nowhere in particular really but out of myself and out of this realm and out of whack and crack my head against the black and watch my eyes fade to white and see the only color in this realm is red and it's my blood yes my blood that is pooling on the invisible ground by my throbbing head just let me go to bed and let me rest for the rest of the night only lit by candle light so that i might see only the real tangible sight my kind was meant to see when we're lost at sea crying out in plea oh wait nevermind it's only me and there is nothing else left in me.