Ive done so much to push myself
thought i needed this, needed that to feel a empty space
love wasnt the answer when my heart screamed help
and fun wasnt the answer when i had nobody else
month to month i dug myself deeper
made promises to my friends, but ofcoarse i couldnt keep them
lies is what ive fed on
bc the truth was gettin to horrible to face
sex took me into places i never wanted to know of
now i can barely go home
to imbaressed to look the ppl that love me n the eyes
its comeing to the top
is it crazy that i wanna die
temptation has caught me n the middle
lies have spread like diseases
cry cry cry
my tears r just as fake as i am i believe
this whole needs to be taken up
but until that day
how am i suppose to live my life
bc all i do is crave
the beat of my heart belongs to him
but where is he
this person to fill this space
come soon i beg
i hope, i know i can wait....