How is it that I want to hate you, but yet I love you. I want you to be outta my life as much as I want you in it. You wanted to just be friends but the second we talk I just want you to be mine, I Hate that you know how I feel and you do nothing about it, you sorta use it against me. I hate that I ever let you bruse me. You made me cry today, and when I looked in your eyes you acted like you couldnt see the tears. When you would tell me to shut up, I'd feel stupid and weak. Your were my boo, but now your hers. 4 months with you and you never acted like you loved me. I think you just used me. Every fucking day I have to see you and I hate it. When I see you I cant even look in your eyes cause I DONT see that guy I woke up next to so many times, or the guy that watched me as I slept, or the guy who huged and kissed me. I suffacated you and now you hate me. When I look at your face I see that your sad, and confused. I remember how you were sweet for a while. I remeber that night I fell asleep and you put covers over me. I remember waking up with your arm on my hip. I remember when you first called me babe. I member our first kiss. The most fucked up thing is that my feelings dont matter to you, is that you broke my heart and fooled me. I just want to beat the shit out of you, then take care of you. You make me so mad, but no one can make me laugh like you do. I hate when people talk about you. I hate thinking about what we had. When your sad/mad I just want to be there for you. I hate listening to music cause im scared a song will come on that makes me think of you. You fucked up my heart and left me to die. You tried 2 make me jealous with your childish ways. I hate the person you have become, and it kills me that I will NEVER be able to kiss you again or hold your hand. You will keep moving on and forget all about me and I'll spend many nights crying my self to sleep. In the words of Tech N9ne-"I love you but fuck you."