Reminiscing is my drug
For minute I get lost in my own world
Then I’m back to the drum
Where am remanded what’s wrong with me
Tears...Nah…that don’t come out of me anymore
Am done with rainy season
Only time tells when am ever gone get my eyes wet again
Not giving a dam what am eat today or tomorrow
Am to busy in search of piece to my moral
It’s like a disease with no cure
Today everything is marry tomorrow am back in beery
Uncompleted! It’s like god ain’t finsh making the other half of me
Pull me aside and unplug me without breaking me
I took to much turn I don’t even think GPS can find me
Borrow me, help me, I don’t think I can make it without me
Cut me in pieces may be then I’ll be enough for every portraits people draw of me
So much to say, so little to show
You think you know me when you don’t have a fucking clue who you be
Please give yourself a break it’s to much thought, you suffocating your brain
It’s not even worth it to be these much worry
For somebody that won’t drop a tear if you die by the end of this poetry
Awch that was a deep cut, well I’m sorry it’s time to introduce the real me
You thought you knew me but now you barely recognize me
Now you wishing you never met me
Am so much character you don’t know who I could be
Don’t even worry I won’t hurt you physically
My plan is to terrorize you mentally
I don’t even want to fight with you
I’ll just have you battling with yourself emotionally
A war eternally
Until your soul explode viably
Now you conceptied literally
I feed you so much knowledge
You don’t know where to dump your shity concepts
Take off your shoe if you could
It’s time to see what it feels like to be me
Get a view through my window its kind of blurry
I can’t promise you, you may not get through this journey
But how much hurt can you be after all these conceivers
Believe me only this time try to trust me
I am the definition of “rear” it’s impossible to find people like me
Sometimes it’s hard to understand me
Don’t worry I got my own dictionary
Word by word you gone get to know me…slowly
I had to start over constantly
I think am losing my energy
I get so frustrated
It’s getting hard to find motivation
This society it’s not working for me
I can’t find individual that got individuality
My head it’s hurting but I can’t stop writing
I want to put the pen down and close the notebook
I’m addicted to the words I can’t stop scratching
I need a water dam I’m thirsty
This poem sucked all the blood out of me
Congratulation to me I think I just met the real me