Knowing he is holding her makes me feel oh so mad
my heart's in disbelief not knowing why i'm no longer sad
myself i'm wondering why i just won't allow myself 2 cry
I guess becuz loveing him has completely sucked me dry
n i am sick 2 death of feelin bad
so what if he was the best i eva had
still he has alot 2 learn
like 2 gain respect u must earn
my insides stronger after a lesson learned
no more fallin 4 such a childish boy
i won't be thrown around like some old toy
cuz i seen heaven and i seen hell
n it's someting i know oh 2 well
the truth hard 2 admit sometimes
but when he lied he crossed the line
when he threw me away as if i were trash
it hurt at first and i almost crashed
but instead
quickly positive thoughts ran threw my head
get up get up get outta bed
stop it stop it n remember u have it all
now protect that heart and build back that wall
so what let him c u stand tall
remember after awhile all feelings do fade away
trust in u ur so much better off and soon will b ok