Its slowly fading as I wake up in the morning wondering what's going 2 happen 2day,
asking myself what's going 2 go wrong an what's price I'm going to have 2 pay.
Knowing my heart is leaking and the love is fading away 2,
I only want 2 be with one special person but they cannot see that I'm their rider and what we have is true.
Blinded by stress its holding me back,
I can't help my head and my thoughts they will attack.
Soon 2 not care what's going to happen next,
my temper faiding feelin like I should be locked up for the best.
Holding in all my pain just about 2 explode,
unleashing my inner strength and all my inner thoughts will start 2 be told.
My smile slowly fading away it is as only for me 2 see,
hateing what I hold in side and the way things have 2 be.
I'm slowing fading I need someone 2 help me,
deep down knowing the only person who can help me.........
is me