im lost whats next what i thought was my love loves someone else i can deal with loss i can deal but i cant deal with this i dont know how to live like a spy i dont know how to live why is it cause im not talented am i boring and lost do you not have any remorse or is it all you and im at a loss i have no idea why i cant figure it out when it all boils down and i add up the spy then forced to deal with the fact that your already with some other guy im alone at 4 am with no other company then my mind i called you at 3 am and no reply your fast asllep ill prolly crawl the walls cause i can definatly not sleep is he better then me im sure he is i wish i was half as good as he used to be but im not im just gone and a little phyco wish i was dead and on fire maybe id glow